Negative...

**With a sign of relieve**

Now just to figure out WHY OH WHY I am soooooo tired and why the wicked red witch hasn't shown her face... Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, oh it was less then 0.1 by the way, so it's definately a negative...

Blood test

Hubby's nerves won't rest until a blood test shows negative (or positive) just so you can know where you are at. Seeing that with Josh my bloods were positive 2 weeks before a HPT picked it up (that was at 6 weeks already) so he is not convinced with the HPT I did Monday night.

So I am off to the labs this afternoon... AF was due sometime this week or last week (I think) and he is getting freaky about me passing out at 7pm at night...

Will keep you posted

Lots of stuff..

So since my last post there has been lots of things hapenning...

We celebrated my BIL's 40th birthday last weekend, which means that it marks a 10 year relationship between me and hubby from "friends at school" to lovey doveys to a married couple. Our first "date" was when I accompanied him to his brother's 30th in 1999. How time flies... And as a bonus, also on the day we saw that Joshua's first toothie made it's appearance. Something we will never forget.

Back at work since the end of my exams, although in the mornings, sometimes the day CAN get very long.

I don't know when AF is suppose to be due, I had my last cycle just before I went for my appendix op on 6 October, in that week after the op I sommer had a few days of bleeding again and I think the week after that aswell, strange??... With me now expressing I think it took me back to a proper 4 weekly cycle, which should be due maybe anytime soon now. I hope. I was broody at one stage, especially in the very beginning, I am not really anymore, well not so much, I will always yearn for a pregnancy again, (which will happen soon) but not quite ready for a baby yet, just want to be pregnant, if that makes ANY sense... I checked, just to make sure, and there was only one line on the stick.

I am very tired for some reason, I actually fell asleep expressing last night and the night before, how random is that?

And the biggest news, Josh is (leopard)crawling, he sails where he wants to be on the tummy or he pulls himself forward on his arms... He scrums if you let him lie over a pillow, wayyyyyy too cute! And with that he is moving to the "bigger" class at creche on Monday, seeing that he is basically now mobile, he can hurt the smaller babies as he can manouvre himself towards them.(They stay in the "baby" class till they can either crawl or then till about 9/10 months, then they move up one level where they stay till about 16 months and then they move again). Mommy is very sad though, don't know why, just got used to his class and the staff and the routine, and now he is moving. Oh well, it something that MUST happen I suppose...

Other than that he is sleeping like an angel again, thank Heavens, still somewhat coughy and slimey, but nothing compared to 6 weeks back! This I can live with...

Finally!

I am done with my exams, today was the last one, I was a bit panicked about this one, I didn't get to study much, trying to jam a years work into your head in one day is near impossible, but it seems I jammed just enough. I expected a biatch of a paper today and to my surprise it was all the less important stuff that was asked (Free State, do you always ask the easy stuff???) But hey, I am not complaining, I could atleast answer (or thumb suck) all of the questions, so I firmly believe it is a pass, even if it is JUST a pass I am happy, not in the mood for 70% or 80%'ers here. I just don't want to repeat a subject, then I am happy. Only 4 more years to go! Hee haa!!!

Tomorrow...

I am writing my last exam tomorrow, it is basically a 2-in-1 subject and I have done little-to-none studying thus far on this subject. I can't seem to concentrate, I don't seem to care, I don't know why though, why would I want to repeat this if I can help it? I don't think it's that difficult, but at this stage I know nothing about this to even try and attempt to write on general knowledge. I don't know what's up with me. I am pumped full of turbovite, coffee and liviton to stay awake and concentrate but nothing. And I have to fetch Josh from school in a bit, which means, no time for study till atleast 8pm tonight, which also in effect means, getting up at 3am tomorrow morning again.

THIS SUCKS!