It's MINE!!!!

WTF! I NEVER thought I'd see this day, yes there are some others on facebook that I share the name with (but so far I am the oldest, so I WAS FIRST), but it's no one I know personally and have never met.

Now this girl I went to school with decided, "well, let's name my daughter Monzelle..." She wasn't even my friend that I spent time with after school, just a random girl I know from school and spoke to and stuff, but we never took it outside the school grounds... Now look, I am flattered, with a topping of rage at the moment. If I decided to name my girl Jahni (only one I could think of that is not just ordinary) or something out of the ordinary and I KNOW someone with the same name, I would ASK first. Did she ask me? NO!!! (I would have said yes, but I don't want to be randomly informed just via facebook statusses, I want to KNOW these things!)

She was probably just like, "hey hubby, I've got a name: Monzelle", "oh" he'd say, "where did you hear that?", "just heard it, random, some (SOME!!) girl from school" I WASN'T JUST SOME GIRL!!! I was unique!!! It's MINE!!! You should ask me first!

Ok, maybe I am over reacting and if I could copyright my name I'd copyright it SO fast it would make her head spin, but I HATE this, I don't like having people use MY name, my personal blueprint to who I am, my uniqueness... MINE MINE MINE!!!!

Ok, I feel a bit better now, this might seem strange, but I am strange like that. What's mine and what makes me unique is personal... Ugggghhhhhhh!

I always had this stupid idea in my head that because I can't find a meaning to my name, I would create one, I would live my life so that one day when they try and find a meaning to the name, I would be the example of what it should be... I would give meaning to it... And now, it has become ordinary...